So that past two days went fairly well- though i did consume alcohol. Went out with some friends and to a club and since I'm more on the quiet side- alcohol gets me to everyone else's level lol But I'm still planning on fasting until the 25th of January - consuming 12 glasses of water, 3 green teas, and maybe 1 diet coke.
I bought my scale yesterday!!!!! So happy I finally have one in my dorm and don't have to weight until i go to the gym to weigh myself. I am now 95 lbs. Still have a ways to go, but glad to still be loosing and not plateau.
My family and i are going to mexico for my reading week - February 20th - and since I've lost 20 lbs, none of my shorts fit. They are all size 2 a&f or size 3 hollister. Each of which fall straight to the floor - unless i wear a belt- but that looks absolutely terrible! I'm planning on buying some online as we don't have a&f anywhere near here, but am in need of a credit card since i only have debit- I can't wear the too big shorts because it would drag a lot of unwanted attention from my family- so i figured if i bought shorts that fit it may be less obvious. We'll see :)
My next goal is 89 lbs, and if i reach it i will allow myself to wear my size 00 jeans- which i wont wear now as I'm afraid to stretch them. I really want to wear them since i've been living in my lululemon pants which are all baggy and unattractive now. Having baggy clothing is a good sign and makes me smiling when trying then on knowing they all used to be too tight.
I'm trying to keep my food consumption off my friends radars, so am now pretending to be sick and will remain that way for a couple days- hopefully it works out :)
Luvs xx
Beautifully-Lovely

So today went pretty good. I didn't come close to eating anything, but i did have a diet coke.

I spent most of my day in the house as i had no classes. As I was painting my nails - something to keep my mind off food - I made sure to put wrappers around myself to ensure my room mates that I am eating. They had mentioned my weight loss the other day, so I'm trying to rid them of those thoughts. That means for dinner I made chili, put some in a bowl, and went to my room where i threw it out. I'll continue this hopefully until January 25 - my birthday :)

I went to a Zumba class this evening with two of my friends lol wasn't quiet what i was expecting, but definitely a good cardio workout - especially since i didn't go to the gym today. I'm making sure to go to all the zumba and yoga classes that my university hosts.

I haven't been able to check my weight due to not having a scale in my dorm. I'm buying one tomorrow, and am nervous about checking my weight. I really hope i lost a couple pounds and that it hasn't gone up. ugghh That would be a huge issue. But i hate not knowing.

At the moment my stomach continues to growl - I can't help but smile <3

Luv you all xx
Beautifully-Lovely 

I'm new to blogging, so we'll see how this goes :)
I'm Beautifully-Lovely as i would like to remain anonymous. I am currently on my journey towards perfection. I have been suffering with hate towards my body for the past few years, and have finally begone to do something of it. Two weeks before the Christmas break, I weighed 116 lbs. For the those following two weeks, I consumed no more than 100 calories a day. It was easier then, because as I am in first year of university, me and my 5 other housemates were all studying for our exams, not paying attention to one another as thoroughly as we usually would. So I got away with my newly formed eating habit. By the end of the two weeks - beginning of the holday break- I was down to 100 lbs.
Christmas break was hell. Though I managed my food consumption as minimally as possible without my family and friends noticing, I was terrified to step on the scale. Once i had, I was gladly surprised to find that I had actually lost two pounds - 98 lbs - and have remained at 98 lbs as of January 10th. (I don't have a scale in my dorm) but I am buying one this coming Friday! :D
I am now back at school- have been since January 10th, and am in great need of regaining control over myself. So I have decided to fast for the next two weeks. It will contain nothing but water, tea, black coffee and diet coke (if desperately needed). I need to do this for myself- i can't stand the thought of regaining those 15 lbs back, and i desperately need to loose the next 15 lbs to reach my goal weight of 85 lbs.
 February 20th-I am going to Mexico for reading week!! So excited, desperate need of sun, and absolutely must look good in a bikini ;)
I will continue to blog my progress and put thinspiration photos as well as tips and tricks.
Luv you all xx
Beautifully-Lovely.